I had once thought that my career advancement is very important.
I had also thought that my reputation matters a lot too.
The hospitalisation of my child changed my view.
If we can put aside Godly pursuits, I feel that having my children (family) go through life happily is the most important thing ever.
In fact, it is so important that I am willing to put aside my career plans, or my "right" to fairness.
Lord, I surrender all.
Be the Lord over every aspect of our lives.